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I might have sinned, 

But is that all.. 

That you see? 

And not me? 

The time when I looked at your face,

 You left me, You weren't there.

 I looked up.. Above at d stars.. 

The moon, the sun, they shine so far. 

Yet they reach and touch my soul.. 

How is that God? Or is that you?

 Yes I know that you’re not far.. 

That I might not see you.. But you’re here.. 

And that when I needed, You smiled at me, 

You knew I’d make it, Even if I didn’t see. 

But I still feel I need that shine, 

Somewhere close.. Near the divine.. 

Sometimes therefore I close my eyes.. 

To see your face.. I see a hazy light. 

But I keep going back.. ‘Cuz I know it’s you.. 

And I can feel the touch so close.. Yet so far.. 

Why is that so? 

All I know.. Is that I need.. 

You near me close.. Just paying heed.. 

To all that I care and I cant show.. 

God, enlighten me, Save my soul!

-ME!

The Aftermath.

Rocking is in my blood and I’m bleeding, Gun, gore, shame, my soul’s feeding. Down and out, roll out of bed, I shout, Aaaah I can’t take it anymore. Love and hate, pity and death, I loathe the make of this sorrowful set, Pain and pain and pain some more, Help me, hit me, yank the hell outta me. I don’t care and I don’t live, I carry each day as a sympathy gift. I don’t need you, don’t need another whore, Screaming of death, i scream some more. Aaah hate, aaah death, Now or never, save me the fret. Breathing on me like a savage beast, Howling and scowling, smoking some heat. Ready to run, escape defeat. It’s churning my soul into mournful bits, I speak, I cry, I break and I lie, Each day in this score, My emotions dry. Tears don’t seem to find their way, They've lost their own, they’ve lost their say. I pray, bring forth ‘one’ new day, When I don’t think, just don’t think, I pray!

 

 -ME!